KOKOLOGY : THE GAME OF SELF-DISCOVERY

I really want to buy this book pero ang mahal! . I want something to read this sembreak pa naman. :/ 

Well, Sakto lang naman. Mas inuna ko lang talaga kasing bumili na make-up. Eh wala namang nangyayari. Feeling ko pangit ko pa din. :p 

 Ba’t pa kasi naimbento na pag walang pasok wla ding baon? 

Kainis.

:[ Kung meron lang work na pang 2 weeks lang e? Ginrab ko na. HAHAHA.

Dami kong reklamo. 

:P =))))).

Sino na lang may book na ganito? Pahiram na lang ako. O kaya benta niyo na lang sakin yung abot kaya. :P

Sana may mag-respond. Tenkyow. =)

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If Wonderland is real, that would be.

Gut feeling over the real thing.

I didnt realize what I have been doing with my life since 7 months before or two. I didn’t realize that I am being a changing venture into someone who I thought I never be or into someone I didn’t expect to be. Because way back when I was younger, I have this image to myself that I portray that this is the image I want to be perceived to others. This is the image I want to be and I am investing on that. I know that a lot of time is needed to officially be percieved with that image. I know also deep in myself that there will this time or moment that would come that might take me away from my plans/aspiration of who I wanna be — Influence, A bad influence would be. From last week back to almost this entire sem, I have no idea that I am on the whole process. Process of throwing those challenges and hardships that God gave me to overcome. I never realize that because my mind was flying far between the past and the future. I almost missed my whole present. 

Results? My school life, my priority. Going to school late, unfinished plans, undone homeworks, failed quizzes, baffled(tulala) moments, unanswered questions at defense! broken trusts form someone who gave me a chance to prove myslelf. ( Sir Ramon Banta) I really looked like a dumb. :’(

If you’re confusing to what I really meant to say, I almost lost myself thinking of the circumstances happened to me few months ago. Thinking of that moment that once made me smile that I believed was real, is officialy ended now resulting to not seeing those things that would make me even happier and fulfiiled today. So I guess now you know what I mean.

This is just one of the challenge God tasked me, and this entire moment,  one thing is for sure, I failed. :’( Lesson learned.

And Im not giving up.

Thank you Lord, A girl has found herself. :’)

Background Music: The Climb

 

P.S: I wish you understand the message content’s connection to the title. haha. :))

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I LOVE YOU. :)

The most wonderful message I got so far. :’)

Lullaby. G’nyt -_-

Ellen Page!!!! ♥

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